the blood rush and vegetarianism

my apologies to bj and miko. ive been the biggest grumpy. oh no they are not the ones on the picture. lovely pigs from peta's site. poser.

ive been contemplating how to live a better life. but the doing is all the same, stagnant and not coping with the thinking, sigh.

i was jogging, or shall i say walking, last tuesday morning, haha envisioning i was thoreau. finding happiness with the buds, the roots and the soil. waaahhh, how stupid could i get? a universal shift from vavavoom narcissistic and madonna's material girl to the naturalist, nativist, wow welcome to a new theory.

after doing it by myself, come wednesday evening i had wena and toni with me, jogging er walking around UP. but the night prior to that i had another drinking session (a.k.a diversion slash plain waste of money but beer really does it.)with my angelic girls. drink, talk, rubbish, so much for jogging hahaha.

now we went to a vegetarian restau, "latasia", and made acquaintances with its owner due to isabel roces. PETA, People for Ethical Treatment of Animals, was a whole new organizaton introduced to me. Perhaps being a non animal lover i thought the primary reason of most vegetarians is health. not until this Latasia owner, who was very articulate the whole time he was lecturing us about animals and vegetarianism, interrupted our musings of who is the famous vegetarian model. 'Ay si isabel roces ba?", he said and the rest was a long and interesting take on the road to vegetarianism.

now, at the start of the sem, i have a bunch of unhealthy relationships, financial problems, tedious syndrome, work pressure and one more unhelathy: lifestyle. i plan to cut on red meat. sort through broken relationships, thanks to me. and still go on convincing myself that each individual is unique (how cliche it gorgeous) and that all i need is to learn the art of contentment. i doubt if there is such a thing as happiness though i know there is nothing absolute. lets go for contentment in the mean time. and maybe my next posts will be a shift to buddhism. (try not to laugh please), yep il try, this ones the credo of life: TRY. and of course give it your best shot.

as for blood rush, this PMS is doing me no good. as the first sentence goes, georgina and beautiful im really sorry im always grumpy with you guys. hahaha. gay extrovert and introvert am no gay please, if looking for the male genitalia makes me one then ... uhm i wont... umm i still want it. haha. crap.