last last night, he came back. full of candies and a box of chocolate cake. i couldn't believe what i saw. there he was standing in front of me and all i could do was gape and put on my defenses. i know i should not believe him. he left me or rather i left him. we left each other void of sweets.
and now there he was with candies and a box of chocolate cake. i felt warm all over. tears welled up in my eyes. he was supposed to be gone for good. i was bound to live my life anew. my dark days were spent with bluish smiles and gray laughter. at midnight tears run to my ears. i began to find it easier to believe that he was gone since i saw my little eyes.
the candies and the box of chocolate was there tempting me. they reach out to my senses and telling me he was really there. alive and looking into my eyes. i fought inside. silently. i told him i don't need any because i fear they are not really for me. he said i was wrong.
the candies and the box of chocolate cake is for you.
i thanked him. i looked at the box. i looked at it hard enough for me to reminisce the night i saw my little eyes. i tugged at my clothes and held my jacket tightly. it seemed that i hugged myself tightly too.
i looked at his eyes. i looked into them hard enough for me to tug my jacket once again. i need to feel warm. i closed my eyes and searched for the warmth.
the candies and the box of chocolate was in between us.
my eyes closed.
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3 comments:
pisteeh para damgo man sad diay ka maota ka! haha. maayo gali wla ka giamigas!
tinuod ni?hehehehehe:)musta valentines?happy ko!la lang...i just want to thank GOd bcuz hes so good to us...hehe:)..miss u maot!mwah!:)joy
wahaha. igna ko sa inyu mga "firsts" ha! kay mag inom ta!
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