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LAZY LIFE ironically BUSY LIFE TOO


these days...

i wake up at three in the morning. i take a bath. I get deressed for work. I walk the streets of KNL in the wee hours making my way to the tryks, crossing the footbridge in philcoa and finally boarding a bus to ortigas. i do this everyday.

So alone. I set foot in the Union Bank Tower and make my way up to the 14th floor towards my call center company, ICT Group.The office is way too cold for a person who grew up with an electric fan.

COLD. describes the feeling, the place the situation.

For four hours I call Americans and offer them the credit cards. Sometimes I end up being "fucked" (Fuck you people!)and sometimes "thanked" (Thank you for getting me out of your list!)

Haggard.

And it's really funny when you talk with all these strangers with such funny names as Mr. Sardinas, Mr. Haggard, Ms. Flood, Mr. Kupal, Mr. King kong Lee and the likes. Although it's petty at least there's that lighter side of the whole routinary situation.

Thanks to my co workers and my mama! They keep me sane and inspired to continue such endeavors.

Shalamat batch33

I love you ma!

Im crossing my fingers that I could last till July?

I hope I could...
I Hope I...
I hope...
I...

every 5:30 pm meteorgardenish

nostalgic talaga ang meteor garden mania!

hanggang ngayon, inaabangan ko pa rin ang walang kamatayang f4 at shancai sa muling pagbabalik ng meteor garden sa abs. jola na kung jola. it never fails to make me feel giddy. ilang beses ko na siyang napanood pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako nagsasawa. Siguro habang buhay na akong hindi magsasawa.

anong meron?madali lang sagutin yan. alam kong alam mo kung paano ka pinakikilig ng buong kwento. pinapangiti sa mga eksenang paulitulit mo ng pinanuod. ang eksplenasyon na alam mong sa panunuod nito parang nakikita mo ang pangarap na magkaroon ng sarili mo ring meteorgardenish na istorya.pangarap.relate. ilusyon.

gusto ko bang maging si shancai? oo nyaman.babarilin ko ang magsasabing hinsi.ulol. sinong ayaw mahalin ng dalawang intsik? hahahaha sinong ayaw magkaroon ng buhok na kahit binuhobuhol mo na e ang ganda ganda pa tin. pink pa ang pisngi. kahit na ang pangit na ng combination minsan ng damit niya bagay pa rin. pero hanggang diyan lang yan. hahahaha

gusto ko ng sarili kong istorya. kahit di meteorgardenish. pwede ring space garden, star garden, star margarine, butter...

nostalgic

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I’m here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you

Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I’m here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Say you'll love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You’re safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you


All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you, always beside me
To hold me and to hide me


Then say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you


Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me, each night, each morning


Say you love me


You know I do

Love me,
that's all I ask of you
…
(They kiss. Raoul lifts Christine off her feet, into his arms and holds her)
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you

I now have a job as a sales representative in ICT Group.

I am crossing my fingers about my shifting status.

I am hoping that my scholarship would approve my endeavors.

one creepy night: april 28

actually april 29 na cya kung tutuusin. around 2:30 ng umaga.

natutulog ako ng mahimbing at MAAGA (9:30, isng malaking himala sa taong tulad ko na natutulog ng 3am usually).

SCARY talaga ang naranasan ko.

may nanloob sa boarding house namin. sobra ang pasasalamat ko kay papa jesus at ginising niya ako.

off ang lahat ng lights sa bhaus. madilim. tanging ang tunog ng fan lang ang maririnig.

habang mahimbing na mahimbing akong natutulog sa upper bunk ng double deck kasama ang aking roomate na si aira, bigla kong naramdaman na may humipo sa upper leg ko malapit sa puwet. Isang malamig na kamay. Kamay ng isang lalaking hindi ko kilala.Bigla akong bumagon at nagmura: "p*tangna!". Biglang kumaripas ng takbo ang lalaki palabas ng bahay. Palabas ng gate. Lumundag cya sa mataas na bakod ng gate.

Natulala ako. Hindi ako makasigaw. Hindi ako makapaniwala sa nangyari. May point pa na sinabi ko sa sarili ko na baka panaginip lang. Pero alam ko nakita ko talaga nag kriminal paakyat na sa higaan ko. Nahipo na nga ako. Tulala lang talaga ako. TAKOT na TAKOT. Agad ko na lang pinagtetext ang mga kaibigan ko. Naiyak ako sa takot.

Alam niyo yung feeling na you have been sheltered all your life then viola, may ganitong pangyayari. Isang lalaki ang pumasok at muntik ng...

Paano kung hindi ako nagising noong mga panahong iyon. Paano kung hindi ako nagising sa panahong hinawakan ako ng kriminal.

Kinabukasan nalaman namin na nawala nag wallet ni aira.

Buti na lang ang pinuntahan agad ako ni vhanuk at wenna. Hindi na ako nakatulog ng mga pananahong iyon.

Sobrang nakakatakot.

I've never been assaulted like this.

=(