lovely shoes

nothing is more liberating than to fight for a cause, larger than youreself, something that encompasses you, but is not defined by your existence.

when boredom strikes...

...you succumb to loneliness.

that's exactly how Im feeling right now. I miss Bislig. I decided not to go home for semestral break. Reason: I feel more mature than ever since I learned how P6000 could be alloted for more important things rather than spending it in two weeks of bumming in Bislig.

In exchange, im oversleeping, over eating while time and supplies last! hekhek. As much as I want to explore luzon, money constraints, a forever problem, hinders such endeavors.

IMPORTANT:

I was so happy last monday because I made Marvin happy. A long story but it's strange how I almost forgot to feel that feeling I felt with Marvin. friendship 101.

thanks to kuya mark. he never fails to amaze me and keep me hooked up with my phone. syet text galore.

we have new members! I love you kaye, val and anjica!

"Ayyyeyay, got a feeling that i belong! ayeyay.. got a feeling that I could be someone be someone! " =D

But as Ive said and as this blog says, im bordering to super loneliness...

its very hard to explain. feelings just have that innate quality to become lonely, happy, lonely then poof, unexplainable! =(

bagong number na naman

bagong number na naman kasi nawala ko yung new number ko sa induction.

09206252715

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happy birthday ko ngayon

hala nineteen years old na ako. birgin!

ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang isang ordinaryong birthday. yung walang selebrasyon. kasi ba naman sinanay ako ng mga taong nakapalibot lagi sa akin ng isang mapagkain, mabarkada, maperang birthday. pero hindi naman malungkot ang birthday ko ngayon. bagong twist nga kasi "solitude" ang ambiance.

kanina paggissing ko nakakapanibago kasi wala na akong cellphone. naslashan ako ng bag noong nakaraang huwebes habang nakasakay ako sa philcoa jeep. hindi ako nakahanay sa mga tangang nawawalan ng cellphone bawat minuto. ang cellphone kong 3310 ay simula third year high school pa ako nun. third year college na ako, buhay pa siya hanngang noong alas syete ng september29. =( masaya pa naman yung kwento noong pagkanakaw kasi vivid na vivid pa siya sa isip ko. akala ko magnet, cellphone ko na pala yung natangay.

anyway, birthday ko ngayon. ayun nakakapanibago (as i was saying) kasi mga 12 midnight nagtototoot na yan sa mga greetings. lahat naman tayo ganun e pag birthday. pero kaninang umaga, utot lang ang nagtotoot. kabag lang. happy birthday aika! happy birthday kang! happy birthday king!

birthday ko na. nineteen na ako. medyo matanda na. medyo lang kasi mukha pa naman akong twelve. ksing ganda ng sixteen. kasing rikit ng eighteen. haay ang sarap magbirthday.

ang wish ko sa birthday ko pera at tsaka health ng tatay at nanay at mga kapatid ko at tsaka boypren at tsaka matataas na grade at tsaka cellphone. =D

mabait pa naman si lord kasi binigyan pa niya ako ng dalawang magulang na sa pakiramdam ko naman ay mahal ako.

bibili na cguro ako ng cellphone ngayong miyerkules or baka bukas!


maligayang kaarawan aika!
salamat ng marami aika!

=D